So I think I just lost a friend I was kinda close to. The weird thing about it is that I'm not all that sad, before we stoped being friends I told him I just don't care and it was and still is true. The post about lieing was about him and I remained mad at him for servel days and then we kinda talked it out. I was being a bitch about it but I just don't really know. After wards I said I just don't care and logged off msn, when I logged back on to msn he had said "this is me saying good bye forever" or something along those line and the thing is I really didn't care and I still don't care.
He was one of my best friends but I guess we are done now.
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Friday, March 12, 2010
Lieing
I don't understand why people lie almost nothing can make me angier than being lied to, being lied to is next to refusing to talk out promblems and just leaving.
Really there are three reasons peopl lie in every day life and only one is a good reason.
Reason one (the good one) to protect something. The thing you are protecting can be anything from a friend to your ture feelings. "did you hear what she said?" "no" or "Are you ok?" "Yes"
Reason two being embarssed, You are too embarrsed to tell them why you need to stay out late so instead you say you are going to be at a friends house.
Reason three and the worst of all to gain. You tell your friend you have to go to your moms birthday party to get out of something. You pretend to need the money and get welfare checks.
If you tell the truth life is so much better.
Really there are three reasons peopl lie in every day life and only one is a good reason.
Reason one (the good one) to protect something. The thing you are protecting can be anything from a friend to your ture feelings. "did you hear what she said?" "no" or "Are you ok?" "Yes"
Reason two being embarssed, You are too embarrsed to tell them why you need to stay out late so instead you say you are going to be at a friends house.
Reason three and the worst of all to gain. You tell your friend you have to go to your moms birthday party to get out of something. You pretend to need the money and get welfare checks.
If you tell the truth life is so much better.
Sunday, March 7, 2010
The crying Strangers
The Crying Strangers
The wind blowing,
The flowers blooming,
All seems normal and well.
But if you look closely,
You’ll find, someone’s own personal Hell.
They may put on a fake smile.
Though all the while,
They just want to cry.
And we pass them by,
We pass them by.
The wind blowing,
The flowers blooming,
All seems normal and well.
But if you look closely,
You’ll find, someone’s own personal Hell.
They may put on a fake smile.
Though all the while,
They just want to cry.
And we pass them by,
We pass them by.
Lost at sea
Lost at sea
You were three months late.
I feared it was Fate
Is it possible in the sea,
For you to be?
On your way to visit me,
Did your ship stop in the sea?
At sea you life did end.
I will miss you my friend.
I received letter today.
Of your life’s tragic decay.
To this day I miss you still,
And I forever will.
You were three months late.
I feared it was Fate
Is it possible in the sea,
For you to be?
On your way to visit me,
Did your ship stop in the sea?
At sea you life did end.
I will miss you my friend.
I received letter today.
Of your life’s tragic decay.
To this day I miss you still,
And I forever will.
My best friend
My Best Friend.
From day one I liked you.
Friends we were meant to be two.
Countless memories with you.
Movies and sleepovers too.
You will help me with everything,
For you I would do anything.
I just want to thank you,
For all you do.
You are my best friend.
I will always love you.
From day one I liked you.
Friends we were meant to be two.
Countless memories with you.
Movies and sleepovers too.
You will help me with everything,
For you I would do anything.
I just want to thank you,
For all you do.
You are my best friend.
I will always love you.
Daily riddle~~Day one
A man and two boys want to cross a river with one cannoe it holds one man or two boys how do they get across.
So I was thinking I should explain my name even thought noone is reading my blog but someone may one day.
So as I already said my name isn't actully Lucy. Lucy was my grandmothers name, she died before my birth. I didn't actully get to met her but I feel like I already know her, so I've been in love with the name ever sence. Lucy is actully my middle name. I have posted an elgy I wort for my nanny. Well this is a short one.
So as I already said my name isn't actully Lucy. Lucy was my grandmothers name, she died before my birth. I didn't actully get to met her but I feel like I already know her, so I've been in love with the name ever sence. Lucy is actully my middle name. I have posted an elgy I wort for my nanny. Well this is a short one.
Elgy for my Grandmother
Dear Lucy
Lucy,
I didn’t get the chance to met you,
But I know you,
I love you nanny,
I miss you.
I’ll met you one day,
When comes the end,
Until then,
This message I send,
I love you and I’ll see you in the end.
Lucy,
I didn’t get the chance to met you,
But I know you,
I love you nanny,
I miss you.
I’ll met you one day,
When comes the end,
Until then,
This message I send,
I love you and I’ll see you in the end.
The Story Of Our Savior
The Story of our Saviour
You are the one to which I pray at night,
The one to save me,
If I follow your light.
You gave us life,
But it was out of spite,
Yours the kings ended,
While to us you tended,
You died upon the cross,
To save us from our own evil.
You died upon the cross,
To save us from the devil.
From the cross you were taken,
The world was left forsaken,
You rose again on day three,
And again you will come to judge them and me.
And on that day the world will finally bend on knee.
You are the one to which I pray at night,
The one to save me,
If I follow your light.
You gave us life,
But it was out of spite,
Yours the kings ended,
While to us you tended,
You died upon the cross,
To save us from our own evil.
You died upon the cross,
To save us from the devil.
From the cross you were taken,
The world was left forsaken,
You rose again on day three,
And again you will come to judge them and me.
And on that day the world will finally bend on knee.
Christmas Day Is Almost Here
All day long we make these toys,
To spread the Christmas cheer,
We work all day and night,
Christmas is near.
Chorus
Christmas day is almost here,
We must finish making all the toys,
Spread Christmas cheer,
To all the good girls and boys.
Christmas day will be here soon,
It is almost here,
We work all day and night,
To spread the Christmas cheer.
Chorus
We pack up the sled,
Groom the rain dear,
Come on lets hurry,
Christmas eve is almost here.
Chorus
So off Santa flys,
To spread the Christmas cheer,
To the good boys and girls,
Christmas day is finally here.
To spread the Christmas cheer,
We work all day and night,
Christmas is near.
Chorus
Christmas day is almost here,
We must finish making all the toys,
Spread Christmas cheer,
To all the good girls and boys.
Christmas day will be here soon,
It is almost here,
We work all day and night,
To spread the Christmas cheer.
Chorus
We pack up the sled,
Groom the rain dear,
Come on lets hurry,
Christmas eve is almost here.
Chorus
So off Santa flys,
To spread the Christmas cheer,
To the good boys and girls,
Christmas day is finally here.
Time will go on
I want to post some poems on here
Time will tick on,
So live to the fullest,
Because soon we'll be gone,
And the world will forget us.
Just do what you wish,
While you're still here,
Out you don't want to miss,
The end is coming near.
Out you walk,
Day by day,
About your dreams you talk,
But in your rut you stay.
So come walk with me.
And what you're missing,
You'll see,
So com along with me,
And stop wishing.
Time will tick on,
So live to the fullest,
Because soon we'll be gone,
And the world will forget us.
Just do what you wish,
While you're still here,
Out you don't want to miss,
The end is coming near.
Out you walk,
Day by day,
About your dreams you talk,
But in your rut you stay.
So come walk with me.
And what you're missing,
You'll see,
So com along with me,
And stop wishing.
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Fighting with Friends
I got in a really stupid fight with well a friend. I find the friend is tossed around kind of lossly when you first met someone, you tend to call them a "friend" even if you don't really know them.
A friend needs to be willing to do a few things:
1)They need to want to do you favors just because they don't want to see you upset or they want to make you happy.
2) They have to be willing to tell you something you need to hear, which can be anywhere from you face is dirty or he's cheating on you or even you're acting like a bitch.
3)They have to be able to put up with you when you are having a hard time.
4) They have to be able to give you some support.
5) You have to like them and they have to like you.
So this "friend" I got into a fight with She dosen't do things unless there is something in it for her so she dosen't do one. She tells me things to hurt me not help me so she dosen't really do two. She'll just leave if I'm upset so she dosen't do 3 or 4. Sometime's I really don't like her at all so she dosen't do 5. So I reall can't call her a friend.
Well we got into this really stupid fight but it had to happen I had to many bottled up feelings I had to get out. She was really immutare about it to everything I said she would say that's you or don't bring that up, and at one point she had just simply said you're fucking stupid. Then she throw some fake "facts" about MY religion at me (which may I add she knows nothing about but rather just makes fun of it and says she can because she read some of the bible, but when I ask for the page number for these fack refferences she comes up blank). She twisted my words conpletly I had said something about the play she had said she would do but missed all 5 of the practices so it got cancled all together and she turned it into I'm a bitch because I'm sick but the practices were spred out and she choss to miss some of them. Well that's all I have to say for now if anyone actully read this thank more to come :)
A friend needs to be willing to do a few things:
1)They need to want to do you favors just because they don't want to see you upset or they want to make you happy.
2) They have to be willing to tell you something you need to hear, which can be anywhere from you face is dirty or he's cheating on you or even you're acting like a bitch.
3)They have to be able to put up with you when you are having a hard time.
4) They have to be able to give you some support.
5) You have to like them and they have to like you.
So this "friend" I got into a fight with She dosen't do things unless there is something in it for her so she dosen't do one. She tells me things to hurt me not help me so she dosen't really do two. She'll just leave if I'm upset so she dosen't do 3 or 4. Sometime's I really don't like her at all so she dosen't do 5. So I reall can't call her a friend.
Well we got into this really stupid fight but it had to happen I had to many bottled up feelings I had to get out. She was really immutare about it to everything I said she would say that's you or don't bring that up, and at one point she had just simply said you're fucking stupid. Then she throw some fake "facts" about MY religion at me (which may I add she knows nothing about but rather just makes fun of it and says she can because she read some of the bible, but when I ask for the page number for these fack refferences she comes up blank). She twisted my words conpletly I had said something about the play she had said she would do but missed all 5 of the practices so it got cancled all together and she turned it into I'm a bitch because I'm sick but the practices were spred out and she choss to miss some of them. Well that's all I have to say for now if anyone actully read this thank more to come :)
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