The pain

And the it hit,

The pain that had been building inside me, had no where else to go.
It needs out,
Rudly it pushes its way up my throat, but it dosen't want out that way.
Past my eyes some escapes.
The Rest?
Well it rushes back down.
The pressure begins to build again.
And there it will sit ignorded until once again, it grows beyond storing compassity and tries to escape.

Friends

So I think I just lost a friend I was kinda close to. The weird thing about it is that I'm not all that sad, before we stoped being friends I told him I just don't care and it was and still is true. The post about lieing was about him and I remained mad at him for servel days and then we kinda talked it out. I was being a bitch about it but I just don't really know. After wards I said I just don't care and logged off msn, when I logged back on to msn he had said "this is me saying good bye forever" or something along those line and the thing is I really didn't care and I still don't care.

He was one of my best friends but I guess we are done now.

Lieing

I don't understand why people lie almost nothing can make me angier than being lied to, being lied to is next to refusing to talk out promblems and just leaving.

Really there are three reasons peopl lie in every day life and only one is a good reason.

Reason one (the good one) to protect something. The thing you are protecting can be anything from a friend to your ture feelings. "did you hear what she said?" "no" or "Are you ok?" "Yes"

Reason two being embarssed, You are too embarrsed to tell them why you need to stay out late so instead you say you are going to be at a friends house.

Reason three and the worst of all to gain. You tell your friend you have to go to your moms birthday party to get out of something. You pretend to need the money and get welfare checks.

If you tell the truth life is so much better.

The crying Strangers

The Crying Strangers

The wind blowing,
The flowers blooming,
All seems normal and well.
But if you look closely,
You’ll find, someone’s own personal Hell.

They may put on a fake smile.
Though all the while,
They just want to cry.
And we pass them by,
We pass them by.

Lost at sea

Lost at sea

You were three months late.
I feared it was Fate

Is it possible in the sea,
For you to be?

On your way to visit me,
Did your ship stop in the sea?

At sea you life did end.
I will miss you my friend.

I received letter today.
Of your life’s tragic decay.

To this day I miss you still,
And I forever will.

My best friend

My Best Friend.

From day one I liked you.
Friends we were meant to be two.

Countless memories with you.
Movies and sleepovers too.

You will help me with everything,
For you I would do anything.

I just want to thank you,
For all you do.

You are my best friend.
I will always love you.

Daily riddle~~Day one

A man and two boys want to cross a river with one cannoe it holds one man or two boys how do they get across.